Ever flowing stream of energy

think of energy as an easy going stream of unconditional love. Now think of it as a steady warm unstoppable flow of warmth and compassion. This is how I believe life is meant to be run and the goal is to keep that stream, which would be life, ever going as it is meant to be regardless of what may come in its path. The goal in doing this is to think of this stream of unstoppable energy as warm relaxing water. Life throws this water inconsistent and uncontrollable obstacles every minute of every day. As a human one can stop them from coming, but can control how one acts to them as they arise.

By keeping in constant love and trust that God and energy have a course and that all things happen for a reason, many times unbeknownst to us why the reason may be, one can learn through meditation and letting go and letting god help this steady river of love flow. It is when we react to things hastily and out of sorts that this makes waves and stress in the flow. This also causes stress and illness. Not all things are controllable-in fact most aren’t. But by controlling in rash and haste one only seems to harm ones self and disrupts the path that could possibly have been easily followed. Energy attracts like energy. Try running a simple faucet with water and trying to control it with your hands, it cant be stopped-the water only changes paths. Try attempting it smooth and in love it eases the flow, try it in haste and out of frustration and watch it splash. This is just a thought for a day-think about it and let me know how it works

A little thought on negative energy

After a long battle in my head with both beast of want and need I discovered I often become irate at the little things. I nearly ever act out on these, but always grimace to the point of wanting to. After going to bed after one such incident, one in which I couldnt get my son to do what i wanted him to-not what he wanted, even though it was in his best interest I dreamt of many things one such was a gift. This gift is what I wanted to write upon today..

I learned through this dream that not all things, in fact very little is in our control. The incident was one such instance of things I could not change, even though I wanted to and badly. He is his own person as well as everything out of ourselves is of its own self. Even though is of Gods loving energy-each and every thing is separate and thus out of our control. Does this mean we shouldnt work with it nor groom it to be the best it can be -nigh!

But instead of getting upset I learned to step back from this situation and instead of putting it as me-replace it and treat it as its own entity. Meaning stop trying to control the uncontrollable. But, make it work through its own cognizance. For instance if he doesnt want a bath right then and there, then when does he want one? Instead of telling them to do chores and getting upset then and there cause you’re trying to control it-stop! and advise that it needs to be done and your not doing it. But, it must be done by whom ever by the time the night is done. If not consequences will come….. Things like these, even though these happen regularly around here happen every moment of every day elsewhere. And always it sends someone into a rage of discontent.

This too is a form of giving in and giving god, for god is all things and in time all things will be done. At time when it is very difficult to step back from the circumstance that the event is unfolding this is when one must know-absolutely know all thing but thy self are not controllable. Step back, realize it, meditate momentarily and then step back into the problem-hopefully seeing it in a different light. Try this as if in a third person perspective also seems to help me, also remember all things come when they need to not when you want them to and thy will be done in Gods time, not thine..

A miracle out of chaos

Today want to speak out on my life a new for a moment. Ive been out of work, read back a bit to negative energy award #1, This I thought would be another hard ship in my life. In fact it was god working another miracle. I lost my job and was about to once again go homeless. In fact had several services disconnected and due to this anxiety kicked in.. This im sure has happened to just about everyone, in fact happened to me three years ago. Though that one I made a miracle recovery and should have known through trying times like this God surely has a plan. He always has a plan for us all, and with out the hard times one may never know good nor learn the hardships which bring us into perfect faith in him.

Although I knew this it became very difficult to do. After several weeks of worrying and fighting for survival it became apparent I had to give in and give god. When i did a miracle job came my way. One I knew I could do but no one, repeat no one would ever give me a chance. Out of no where, as is always the case, I received a call from a company I replied to several months ago that was having open interviews. I once again replied and got a job. Not just a job, but a dream chance to work in the field I had always dreamed of, or at least a start and chance to get there.

I immediately after the interview started working. Ive been going to college to get a degree in psychology and/or social work. Never did I think id get a chance to learn, at least until after college, to work in this field. Yet, through this job I am able to work miracles for and with someone who needs what I have to offer. I cant say that Ive done well in this opportunity-but have succeeded beyond all expectancy. Miracles on the job and off have become into being ever since I simply gave in and gave God. That is the only lesson there I want to put out there for everyone tonight is that when times seem to be too difficult and that your down low enough to give, dont! God always has a plan-even though we may not know it yet……

Its october and a good time to remember the homeless

I a few years ago lived on the street during this time of year and much later into the winter. Most think ppl on the street receive a good deal of help and as some may, not all are so lucky. Here in Ohio, when I was out there, we only received a few handouts and only if you were at the right place at the right time. If you were one of the unlucky ones youd freeze. There were many time I froze and wanted to just go some place and hide-even jail would’ve been better that freezing. This thought was a constant in my life through that horrid winter and autumn.

This is why I am asking pleading to many through the holiday season to count your blessings and even more give to those that may need it more than ones self. Socks, shoes and blankets this time of year are most needed out there, for many that are out there go with only what clothes they where. Though I speak of my own experiences, there are plenty of ppl to back me on this. While others, once again deny it-not everyone out there is crooked.  though dont get me wrong there are some, look around and follow your instincts-your gut feelings. If you know of a local shelter or homeless mission, please call them and ask to see if theres any needs they may have. Im sure none will be lead astray or away…..

Also for my local mission we are in deep need for socks, shoes and blankets-so if your local ill pick up and deliver

Thank You